fall.
emotionally complicated.
falling forward.
life only progresses.
at a young age it is instilled in us that life will be better tomorrow, this often complicated with sayings such as: only you can make yourself happy, if you don’t like yourself who else well?

I hate the fall the cold creeps in and the heart gets heavy. years of abondonement and heartache settle in for the long winter.

my cousin died a few years ago on Halloween night. I left home at the age of 16 around the same time. my best friend from high school his birthday is on October 28th. he was the first person to get me. to not judge me.

so
how will it get better this year?